This is a drawing I did in Junior high... I was 14.

I went to the beach today... it was the first time in quite a while that I got to go look for some rocks to tumble after I finally get my repaired rock tumbler back, sometime later this week.. yippee!!

Wendy

Control

I snapped today... cut more of my hair off.
Picked up things in the living room.
Took out the trash...
Took out the recycling...

Maybe I should take some valium... the prescription is to help control some of my spasticity issues, but my mind is racing. I haven't had breakfast yet... my bowl of multigrain Cheerios and blueberries is sitting next to me... The Rose Bowl is playing on the television...

My book is sitting on the arm of the chair...
and I'm playing on the computer...

This is crazy! I don't like this feeling of loss of control in my life... so what do I do??

I chop off my hair.

I need to call my mom to see if she can get it nicer looking... make sure everything is evened out. My hair has gotten a lot more curlier/wavier over the past few months. I think this is adding to my anxiety... feeling of loss of control.

I need a vacation...

Wendy