My wolf colors

You Scored as white wolf

From the beginnning, I have to say you truely are one of a kind. Your very smart and agile. When it comes to Stressful situations, you know how to get down to bussiness, And yes; you are beautiful. No matter what anyone says.You really are unique, "One of a kind." A white wolf in it's true form.

white wolf 95%
brown wolf 75%
Silver wolf 75%
Black wolf 70%
red wolf 50%
Grey wolf 45%
yellow wolf 45%
Blue wolf 20%

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KiCkiNgKaOs.blogspot.com: National Anthem~~: "We must open our hearts further and wider than we ever have. We must work as a team and raise our level of expectation to win as a team and..."

Results to BDSM quiz

You Scored as Switch (((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) You know what you want but it has nothing to do with your own role in the bedroom. You have the ability to be flexible in that area which can be useful for exploring you sexuality with your partner. Switch 86% Sadist 86% Exhibitionist / Voyeur 82% Experimental 75% Bondage 71% Dominant 68% Degradation Lover 39% Submissive 32% Masochist 21% Vanilla 11%

Life happens while you're busy doing things

I'm not feeling old, but my oldest child turns 20 in 30 days. My second child turns 18 in about 90 days, and the baby turns 10 in about 45 days.

The father of my youngest son is a real assclown

Last night he told me that I willingly gave my things to his sister and didn't expect them to be replaced. I only gave them to her after HE promised to replace them. I have already replaced the washer and dryer and will replace the bed when I get the money saved up for one. I guess we'll see what the judge has to say when I get this ass into court.

I found a new blog I'd love to follow

It's called why women hate men, it's fucking hilarious! It's written by a man, but at least he knows what he's talking about. He posts personal ads he finds online and rips them to shreds.

Thinking about my book

I need to get a notebook and some lead for my mechanical pencil and start on the outline for my book.Write a timeline... thoughts and other ideas.

Brainstorm ideas and such.There is so much swirling in my head just itching to get out.
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I need to stop treating my depression and anxiety by cutting my hair - the only thing I can do to myself without causing pain.

I'd bankrupt myself if I tried to use shopping therapy. There is so much I need, but don't have the money to replace it.

Book title?

I woke up the other day thinking about a title for an un written book.

"Demons and the MonSter"

It would be autobiographical about my life with depression and Multiple Sclerosis.

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Not having fun in the snow....

Pulled Nick out of traditional school

Since Nicolas kept trying to ditch school because the problem with bullying wasn't being takenss care of by the school since the bully always denied doing anything to him, I pulled him out of traditional public school. I then enrolled him in the Home Education Program in the school district. He goes to classes for a full day on Mondays and only 2 hours on Wednesdays. He's responsible to do 25 hours of homework during the week, and I have to post online about what he has done at home.

So far, the easiest one to get him to work on is his computer programming class. They work with "Alice" from Alice.org. It's a fun, easy way for kids to program stuff on the computer.

Now to get him to do some of his social studies, language arts, and math homework.

and temps outside are gonna go down.

Now it looks like some kids had a pillow fight and busted open some down pillows. *sigh* ... it had been a good day and now there's a mess in my room...

fabric ripped.

I ripped a hole in my down comforter, I got a couple nightstands and didn't realize one was on the edge of my comforter until I tried to move it and the

Shit, shit, shit, shit, shit, shit!

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Ideas are swirling...

A few weeks ago I had wandered into the local Bead Store. It's a wonderful place and I've bought beads from them before. I noticed an advertisement for workshop/class about working with Precious Metal Clay. A fast easy way to make silver and other precious metal jewelry.

I didn't have the $99 to take the class, but I started looking up information about it online, including the pricing for the medium and firing kilns. What fun!! I think I'll try my hand at making silver jewelry. Something I could do at home and supplement my income.

Multiple Sclerosis - MS Views and News Podcast - Episode #6

Misc ramblings

Here I was getting all worried about the timing of my harvest in FarmVille, that silly game on Facebook. But I wasn't taking into account the fact that I took a 3 hour nap this afternoon.. this worked to my favor, I'm wide awake at nearly 10 pm and harvest time will be around 10:35.

I've been getting some emails from Aaron, the warrior poet. The man that makes me think.. the one who gives great shoulder massages, that work out the knots in my right shoulder. He sends me political stuff.. the most recent one he was talking about putting the money on the state level... I'm still VERY skeptical about our state government. They don't use the money the way they say they were going to, but it's definitely better than giving it to the govt on the national level.

But this means I'm getting all riled up. lol

Aaron is good for my brain.

New thoughts, new ideas..

When at the bead shop the other day I noticed an ad for an upcoming precious metal clay workshop. I would have loved to go to it, but at nearly $100 it was out of my price range. I decided that I would just look into buying the needed supplies and self teach myself. I love working with clay - either modeling or for pottery, so making things out of precious metal clay would be fun!

I could make jewelry and what not and enjoy every minute of it!! I think I need to sit down and talk with Mollie.. she's worked with silver, so she would be a good source of information. I don't know if it was with PMC, but I think it might have been.