I feel the need to create something... maybe I should finish the larger, double layer hot pad.

I finished Nick's scarf.... now to get the yarn to make him a hat!!

As of November 7, 2012.... Nicolas is taller than I am.

Latest update... 10/15/2012

I have my laptop back!!!

Now I'm posting using my MiFi device... whoopee!!!

I've been knitting a red hat for my own personal use. I hope I'll be able to get some yellow yarn to make a hat for Nicolas. I'll need larger needles, it will be fun.

Grrr... I am pissed.

It's time for me to sic the legal authorities on my ex! He owes me $1100 and has stopped paying.

I guess it's time to call the sheriff! My divorce decree says that he can pay me $100 a month until the whole $1500 is paid off. It also says he has to pay 12% interest.

I wish I had a lawyer!  If I had had one to represent me when I got divorced, I would have fared better.

Just about jumped out of my skin!

I had this hanging picture in one of my windows. It was hung on one of those suction cup hangers... the darn suction cup lost suction and the wooden picture fell down onto the window sill!

That startled me so badly I nearly wet my pants!

Nothing is broken... I think I'll grab my book and head to bed now.

Goodnight!

Good morning!

Actually, it's closer to lunch time. I need more coffee creamer... they don't have anything suitable at the store across the street from my new place. They do have a cappuccino machine, though... hmmmmmm maybe I'll drink that tomorrow.

I've got all my stuff moved to the new place. I'm still unpacking boxes. I just don't know where to put some of the stuff... this apartment is smaller than the other one. I'm not complaining. This apartment is all on one floor, so no stairs to make getting to the bathroom difficult.

My biggest issue at the moment is that my washer and dryer don't fit in the area set aside for that stuff... it's set up for a stack-able set. Hmmmmmm... now I need to trade my old appliances for stuff that will fit. I guess I'll make a run to the laundromat until I get the new appliances.

Until next time....

Jendie

Moving!

I am pissed off at my oldest son, who doesn't seem to take the necessity of getting boxes so we can move, seriously.

transgender trivialized?

today, while watching anderson cooper live, there was a guy on the show who is blaming a drug causing him to be transgendered. sounds like a cop out to me. ive felt that my gender doesnt match. ive felt more male as long as i can remember. dresses make me feel like a fraud, or like im wearing a costume.

New BDSM test scores

You scored a sadist

Sadist
100%
Exhibitionist/voyeur
89%
Experimental
86%
Dominant
86%
Bondage
79%
Switch
39%
Submissive
32%
Degradation
32%
Masochist
32%
Vanilla
0%

Wow, what a difference a year makes....

i thought of something i wanted to post in my blog, but as soon as i got on the site, the thought evaporated.

Wendy's tomato plants with blooms

I have a blooming grape tomato plant and 2 blooming heirloom yellow cherry tomato plants. All in the same planter.

Sticks and Stones

Sticks And Stones May Break My Bones But Whips And Chains Excite Me So Throw Me Down, Tie Me Up, Show Me That You Like Me

I didn't write this, but I still like it anyway.

Almond-Oat Strawberry Shortcakes

Ingredients

• 1 cup all-purpose flour
• 1/2 cup old-fashioned oats
• 1/3 cup slivered almonds
• 1/3 cup plus 2 tablespoons sugar, divided
• 2 teaspoons baking powder
• 1/2 teaspoon kosher salt
• 6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) chilled unsalted butter, cut into 1/2-inch cubes
• 1 cup chilled heavy cream, divided, plus more for brushing
• 1 1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract, divided
• 4 cups fresh strawberries, hulled, sliced
• 1 tablespoon Grand Marnier or other orange liqueur (optional)

Preparation

• Preheat oven to 375°. Line a baking sheet with parchment paper. Pulse flour, oats, almonds, 1/3 cup sugar, baking powder, and salt in a food processor until finely ground. Add butter; pulse until only pea-size pieces remain. Add 1/2 cup cream and 1 tsp. vanilla; pulse until large moist clumps form. Transfer to a work surface.
• Knead until dough comes together, about 4 turns. Pat into a 4x6" rectangle. Halve lengthwise, then crosswise into thirds. Arrange on prepared baking sheet. Brush with cream; sprinkle with 1/2 Tbsp. sugar.
• Bake, rotating sheet halfway through cooking, until golden brown around edges and a tester inserted into center comes out clean, about 20 minutes. Set biscuits on a wire rack; let cool. DO AHEAD: Biscuits can be made 8 hours ahead. Store cooled biscuits airtight at room temperature.
• Meanwhile, combine strawberries, 1 Tbsp. sugar, and Grand Marnier, if using, in a large bowl. Toss to coat. Let strawberries sit, tossing often, until juices release. Whisk 1/2 cup cream, 1/2 Tbsp. sugar, and 1/2 tsp. vanilla in a small bowl until peaks form.
• Cut warm or room-temperature biscuits in half; place bottom halves on plates. Divide whipped cream and strawberries over. Top with remaining biscuit halves.

Hungry for More? If you have a question about this recipe, contact our Test Kitchen at askba@bonappetit.com. To see more recipes like this one, check out our Strawberries Slideshow.

• nutritional information

  1 serving contains:
  Calories (kcal) 440
  Fat (g) 29
  Saturated Fat (g) 16
  Cholesterol (mg) 85
  Carbohydrates (g) 42
  Dietary Fiber (g) 4
  Total Sugars (g) 18
  Protein (g) 6
  Sodium (mg) 360

Read More http://www.bonappetit.com/recipes/quick-recipes/2012/04/almond-oat-strawberry-shortcakes#ixzz1rV6Hnu8I

Apple Pie Baked in the Apple

We are in love with this--Apple Pie Baked in the Apple.

You will need 6 granny smith apples, 1 pie crust, 1/4 cup sugar and 1tablespoon brown sugar. Cut off the top of 4 apples off and discard. Remove the inside of each apple with a spoon very carefully, as to not puncture the peel. Remove skin from 2 additional apples and slice very thinly. These apple pieces will give you filling needed to fill the four apples you are baking. Mix sliced apples with sugars and cinnamon in a bowl. If you prefer more or less cinnamon and sugar, make adjustments as desired. Scoop sliced apples into hollow apples. Roll out pie crust and slice into 1/4 inch strips. You can also add a strip of pastry inside the top of the apple almost like a liner to add a little more texture/sweetness to the pie. Cover the top of the apple in a lattice pattern with pie crust strips. Place apples in an 8×8 pan. Add just enough water to the cover the bottom of the pan. Cover with foil and bake for 20-25 minutes. Remove foil and bake for an additional 20 minutes or until crust is golden brown and sliced apples are soft.

By: Ultimate Women's Expo

I found this on Facebook.

Nutella Chocolate Chip Cookies

Nutella Chocolate Chip Cookies

Source: Kirbie’s Cravings

Yield: 2 dozen cookies

Ingredients:

2 c all-purpose flour

1 tsp baking soda

1/8 tsp salt

1/2 c butter, melted

2/3 c granulated sugar

1/2 c brown sugar

2 large eggs

1 1/2 tsp vanilla

1/4 c Nutella

1 c chocolate chips

Directions:

Preheat oven to 375 degrees.

Whisk together the flour, baking soda and salt. Set aside.

Cream the butter, granulated sugar and brown sugar with an electric mixer. Add in the eggs and vanilla and mix well.

Slowly add the flour mixture to the batter, mixing well after each addition.

Add the Nutella and mix briefly, swirling the Nutella throughout the dough.

Stir in the chocolate chips. Drop the dough by the tablespoon onto prepared baking sheets. Bake for 8-10 minutes until the bottoms of the cookies have just started to turn brown.

Allow to cool for 2 minutes on the baking sheets, then transfer to wire racks to cool completely.

I found this delicious sounding recipe on Facebook... oh yummy!! Many thanks to Leslee Fuller who posted it there.

Overwhelming sadness

Dreams of owning a horse..
That's all they are, dreams.
Longings put to pictures when I'm asleep,
Remembering those days in my childhood when I got to ride.
Maybe I was just teasing myself,
Adding fuel to the fire of things that won't become reality.

Remembering Kimmi

Kim, my little sister,
Born 13 months and 10 days after me,
Childhood playmate,
Teenage confidant,
Doting aunt to her nephews,
Shoulder to cry on.

You left me before I was ready to go at life without you.
I had thought that we would grow old together,
Our children would grow up knowing each other.

I might have been older... but I didn't expect you to leave my life while I was away.
I thought you'd still be there when I got back.

Fortune Cookie 02/29/2012

Common sense is instinct, and enough of it is genius.

Horoscope 02/29/2012

You may be heading to the end of one transition phase and starting a new life on the other side soon. You will want to take a new, uncharted path.

Slow Cooking recipes

Slow Cooking

I found a link to this in the MS forum I spend the most time in.

Ooh fun

I thought I'd post some photos from my iPod.

Longing

Climbing into my bed, wishing you were here. My body remembers what it feels like to sleep next to you. The texture of your body hair on your chest, The silkeness of your warm skin, Your taut muscles under the skin, just begging me to touch it. I'm tortured by my dreams of you.. Waking with an empty longing for your touch. When you wrap me in your arms I feel so safe. I wish you were here tonight.. I miss your touch, I miss your voice. Be well... Until we see each other again.

It's after 3am

I'm reminded of the Matchbox Twenty song 3 am... but it's almost 4 am now. My mind is racing, I keep finding new things to do online, other than go to bed... I guess I'll plug in my iPod and listen to the music I've bought so far. I'd better go to sleep, Nicolas needs to get up and get ready for school in a little more than 3 hours.

Good night.

Footprints on the windshield

Sitting in the car at a local lookout spot, enjoying the company, enjoying the view. He pulls out his digital camera and starts snapping pictures of the lights. It's after 9 pm on this clear night, the view is gorgeous. One could only imagine what it might look like when the sun is up. Then he starts making a short video, first of the view, then he turns his attention to me. We laugh and joke like teenagers. He convinces me to take my shoes and socks off and starts to rub my feet. I love the sensuality of this. He starts to suck on my toes, sniffing and tasting my feet. Massaging my calves as he goes along. I press my feet against the windshield, leaving my mark, marking my territory.

We start to make plans to explore other scenic places near where I live the next time he comes to visit. I love this area, it has so much to offer in a calm, sedate way. Away from the hustle and bustle of the larger cities, like the one where he lives. I like visiting the big cities from time to time, but I prefer the slower pace of life where I live.

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